Never thought I could break so easily.
Work has been crazy since my return from Perth. I’m practically struggling to keep afloat. And with the immense number of changes it’s pretty tough to keep a firm foot on things.

Everyday I wonder how long more I can tolerate. Everyday I keep praying and hoping things will get better. If not for the heart to serve, I would have given it up. I guess until I can firm up things and find another way to contribute back in a more meaningful way, this is my best choice by far.

Everyday I dread going to work to face the different politics happening. Why people just can’t work together peacefully? Why spend useless amount of time being political and end of the day creating an unpleasant work environment? Oh wells, I guess different people have different means of survival. Anyhow my eventual aim is to walk away from the suffocating system with knowledge and compassion, not a kpi churning machine. This is not a place for my kpi but nevertheless I will still do my best.

It will never be enough to satisfy my hunger for entrepreneurship.

Feeling distraught even on a getaway shows how much unnecessary stress I’m under. Let’s see how long more I can last.

Bored, bleak everything in one.

It seemed so bleak. Yet the company is fun. What a dilemma. Maybe I shall mull a bit longer before striving for what I really want.
And I guess relationships can’t go too deep. Glad I learnt my lesson early. Definitely once bitten twice shy. If only I’ve followed my heart not the crowd. It would have been paradise……

Now I juz have to guard my heart and mouth with all my life. And not be who I really am. Anyway no one knows me truly except for him.

And my world went crashing…my dreams shattered into a million pieces.

Poker faced i will be. Not as if any one would truly care for my happiness.

With love,

A reason to celebrate

I’ve been looking forward to any reason of sorts to let my hair down, celebrate and party all night long.

And finally we did it!
Had the chance to co-coordinate an Indian customary wedding for my two awesome friends Julian and Basanti!
Though it’s not exactly party all night long but at least for some parts where i can grab a breather or two, it’s a little shaking and “put your hands up in the air yo!” moment. :p

It was a lovely day for the wedding, the sky was clear, the venue was beautifully decorated, people were colourfully dresses in their best saris, suits, dresses and all.


The most memorable part for me was the walk in with the stunningly beautiful bride Basanti. Never did i expect myself to be in such position, joining in the dhol dancers, walking her in with so many people cheering on and giving heartfelt blessings to the bride as she paced and danced along with the rhythm of the drums.
They are the most kind-hearted, truest and coolest couple ever! It’s an honour to help them prepare and plan for such an important occasion. Of cuz many people had a part to play in making this wedding ceremony a success. First of all, Dholman-Bas bro and her sis who have been so enthusiastic, sporting and extremely meticulous about the details of the wedding. Not forgetting her bro being a spontaneous emcee for the night!
Second, to Kimmy, Ross, Lulu, and Barry who have been running around ensuring missing things are found, bride nd groom well taken care of and ushering the guests and keeping them entertained, ensuring the level of hypeness remained.

Of course to the supportive family, relatives and friends of the couple who made this amazing night possible.

To Curry Garden and the various vendors whom services were rendered for providing good food and great services at the wedding venue.

Last but not least, to the blessed couple for entrusting this opportunity for me and bi to assist and run the show for them.





My very first henna!

Having known them for a few yrs, they are by far the most fun n nicest couple I’ve known. :) And finally! im glad to be able to witness their customary wedding ritual!
It’s been a tiring but fun night with great food, awesome music and hellofva fun people who attended the most unique wedding held at a horse ranch! I wish mine would be half as great haha.

Last but not least i would like to wish them a happy marriage and that they will stay as loving and young as ever!

Lotsa love,

Halfway Mark

It’s finally the halfway mark to the end of 2014!! How time flies.

If it were school days, I would be considered a mugger now. haha. Conscientiously updating my inbox and finishing up what’s new/undone/piling. But. I’m still loving it. :)

Something random popped up in my head and I started grinning to myself at a joke a good friend told me recently, something about vanilla, yinila, ernila…   life should be like this, enjoy the fun moments and reminiscing.

June is finally here, a hectic month with Bi’s birthday coming up. Planning something but so not gonna reveal it here as he is the ultimate stalker of my blog. :p

kays, this gonna be short because I’m extremely burnt out from the late nights recent weeks. i’m still owing the updates on my Perth trip..MUST.WORK.ON.IT.soon.

Cheerios with loves,




要怀疑我, 就离我远远的,因为我也不稀罕这种友谊及感情。之前就因为,为了面对这些心存恶念的人,把自己弄得片体鳞伤,之后又得从头爬起。现在的我,看开多了。小人到处都是,只要做得正,才是小人害怕的原因。我想也就是这一点,是让她不断地堤防我的理由吧。


今天的我,不会去理会别人怎么看我。而且我的使命是 "如果你需要我,我就会存在。直到有一天你不需要我了,我会默默地消失在你的视线范围内。"我不需要别人对我好,我只需要对得起自己的良心,就足够了。